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Sorry for double posting in one night. ;3

I've been following this thread on Court-Records.Net for the last few days regarding rumors that there will not be another main entry to the Ace Attorney series, or at least, no sequel to Apollo Justice. The origin of this rumor came from a mistranslation of an interview with ex-producer Shu Takumi by Go-Nintendo, but even with the appropriate edits and explanations, I'm still not reassured, and it doesn't seem like many others are either. It's been three years since Apollo Justice was released in Japan, and we've heard no word regarding future development of the main series. Even if Capcom intended to leave a marketing buffer zone between Apollo Justice and Ace Attorney Investigations--even between AAI and Takumi's Ghost Trick for that matter--it doesn't sound like the game is even in production at this point. No one has stepped up to take charge of the project, and no one seems to have any answers. I fooled myself into thinking that the related parties were being secretive or that the game was still a few years out, but I get the inkling now that they actually haven't created anything for the sequel at this point and don't intend to any time soon.

So, aside from the obvious concern that there won't be another game, at least not for a while, I want to know how people would feel if Apollo Justice really was the last game. I'm not saying that that's the case, and I'm still trying to remain optimistic, but it's something to think about. Can you live with the conclusions? Was too much left unanswered? Was it satisfying in retrospect? It never, ever once crossed my mind that this would be the last game, and now that I've had time to ponder this, I'm viewing the game in a completely different way. It all feels like a horrible waste, particularly when it comes to the cast--was this new world created just to extend and conclude the Phoenix Wright arc, or is it coincidence that he got so much face time in the final conclusions of the game? Were Apollo and Klavier undeveloped again, by coincidence, or simply because they were never meant to be fleshed out in the first place? It's things like this that make me wonder now. :/

I'm also concerned about who will be taking over the project. Since Takumi is out, the next person in line appears to be Motohide Eshiro, who produced AAI. However, I have to admit, I wasn't pleased with the final product of that game--I thought the majority of the character designs missed the mark for either being forgettable, too gaudy, or downright stupid, that the dialogue wasn't as snappy and vibrant as we're used to, and that the plot itself was bland and uninteresting. I really couldn't sympathize with anyone but the old cast--Edgeworth, Franziska, Gumshoes--even though I walked in with high hopes and a readiness to accept the new characters. I consider it the weakest entry to the series at this point, and if these were productions choices made by Eshiro himself, well... I'm a little concerned with him tampering with the main series.

Also, my thoughts, as posted on Court-Records:

"...As for the actual content of the interview... wow. I feel like there really won't be another game at this point, more so than when the interview and the rumors first came out. The tone and the way Mr. Takumi answered the questions just seem so final to me. I understand and respect where he's coming from, but it's still very sad to hear that he considers himself done with this great series. D: (I'm still holding out though!)

One thing that has been bothering me about this interview however, is the following quote and what it implies:

It's a hard question to answer. For me, Ace Attorney ended with the fourth game. I think everything I wanted to do and everything that should have been done in the series was done with the last installment.

Something about this just seems fishy to me. I know that Ace Attorney is his 'baby' and that he can twist the plot around as he likes, but it just seems strange, in my mind, that he would make a new game--Apollo Justice--with an almost entirely new cast, some pretty intense cliffhangers, and only a few fleeting references to the previous games and then call this the true ending of the series when Trials and Tribulations was a perfectly acceptable way to wrap up the story. Apollo Justice doesn't strike me as a bittersweet ending to the first three games; it strikes me as unfinished work and something that begs for a sequel if closure is really to be gained. I don't mean to accuse him of anything or take a swipe at the man whose games I've faithfully enjoyed, but ultimately, I don't necessarily think he was being honest when he said that everything he wanted to do/thought needed to be done was taken care of in GS4. To me, I feel like GS4 was written with a sequel in mind, and that claiming that it was the end of the series is a cop-out to cover the fact that Takumi and/or the writers are losing steam. If GS4 was planned to be the final installment all along, as he claims, so many factors don't add up. Why wasn't Phoenix the main character, badge aside? Why bother introducing Apollo, Klavier and all the other characters not directly related to him, and cut out the old cast entirely? It just feels like a waste. :/

(Of course, this all changes if he means that this is as far as he wants to take the series, but after reading the rest of the interview, it sounds very much like he means that the series is over, with or without him.) ..."


Anyways, I ramble.


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What happens to my OTP! THEY WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER. D:<
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Last Window: Midnight Promise (AKA: Hotel Dusk 2) is getting localized! Wooooooo! So happy and excited right now. I didn't think this game had a snowball's chance in hell, seeing as the developer, CiNG, has recently filled for bankruptcy, but it looks like Nintendo is going to go through with it anyways! Definitely watch the trailer--it's beautiful! ♥

Awwww~!

Jul. 8th, 2010 02:15 am
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I just got the best text in the world from Andy a few minutes ago. We dated on and off for about a year, as some of you may recall. We've been seeing a lot of each other lately.

I hope this isn't terribly inappropriate, but you are so pretty. :0

I don't think this is a cue to get involved again, but it was still sweet. ♥
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I really wanted to enjoy my last night of hanging out at the beach with my friends, but I'm just so depressed right now. Virginia Jetzt! is breaking up! D: They're such a great band and I essentially owe my soul to [livejournal.com profile] pineapplepower for introducing me to them. I'm in the basement of this gigantic, fantastic house, totally crying my eyes out like I've been dumped by my non-existent beau or something. XD The initial shock has worn off, despite hoping that I translated the text wrong, but it hurts so much. I love this band and everything they stand for--I feel like I know the members personally and I have such a deep bond with their music. I owe them so much and I feel like it's over too soon. D:

I need a hug. >:

Edit: Lori has discovered me and has given me many hugs. The best remedy for heartache is your best friend. <3 <3 <3

Confusion

Apr. 3rd, 2010 05:12 pm
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I don't really know where I stand right now with Nate, the boy I've quasi-seeing for the past few weeks. We've been out twice, and it's been two weeks to the day since I've actually seen him, when he picked me up from the hospital.

About a week and a half ago, I asked if he wanted to see a movie but our schedules didn't match up since he's involved quite heavily with sports. I went home that following weekend, so we didn't see each other then, and then we made plans for this past Wednesday but I had to cancel at the last minute because I was super not prepared for my exam the next day. We were supposed to go out last night and he bailed, and then he just bailed on me again just a few minutes ago. I'm not really sure where stand, especially because he texts me nearly every day, asking about how my day was or if I'm feeling okay. (The later was mostly the days right after the hospital stay.)

What do I do? Do I let him know that I'm sort of irritated...? Give him the cold shoulder? I don't want to come of as a witch when we aren't even officially dating yet, but I absolutely can't stand to have my time wasted. I wasted quite a bit of my time today because I assumed we were going out tonight and planned my schedule around that. :/

Oh well. At least my icon is cute. XD
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CHOCOLATE ROSES. No one here can ever say anything bad about Blacken ever again. Seriously. ♥

Also, I went to the doctor and she's going to request + examine my test results from the hospital. In the mean time, she gave me a prescription for some medication that will keep the vertigo at bay. Drugs and chocolate. ♥ XD

Plushy~!

Mar. 17th, 2010 10:48 am
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My Austria plushy is finally here! Yay! He's so cute and soft! XD ♥ I was hoping he'd be a little bigger though, considering how much I paid for him, but I think I'll just lay off on the Hetalia merchandise for a while--so far, everything has been deceptively small and over-priced, but still very cute. (Also, Mariazell--his little flyaway piece of hair--got squished in the mail.) ;____;



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Feb. 3rd, 2010 11:52 am
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I feel like life is pretty much perfect right now. (Hopefully I won't be eating my words later!)

  • There's a package of cute, plastic nations waiting for me in the mail room! Yay~! XD

  • I've been eating properly and hitting the gym--I love, love, love rowing. XD

  • I'm getting a Daily Deviation on dA sometime in the next few weeks! (Gallery Mod: "lol I was waiting for my birthday to give you a dd")

  • I'm a whole week ahead on my school work. :3

  • There is a beautiful guy in my teaching group. ♥

  • I have a new roommate for next year! She's really sweet--like a brunette Grace Poltrack. XD

  • Weather permitting, I'm going home this weekend!


YAY POPO! XD
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I am updating today because I thought I should document something funny that happened just now. My dear friend Anna has wanted the Axis Powers Hetalia figurine set for a long time- for Christmas or her birthday- but her hopes were dashed when she didn't receive even one of the adorable Kotobukiya figures. As the official set of all 9 characters became rarer and rarer, the eBay prices skyrocketed to an average of $200. I'm sure we can all agree that this is ridiculous for 9 little pieces of plastic. (Even if it is disgustingly cute plastic.)

Some time early last week I said to myself, "Hey, self! You know what you should do? You should get her that set! That would be the best present ever, even if it is the bootleg!" So I stalked the best looking set on eBay and ended up paying only $17 for it. Cha-ching!

Meanwhile, in Facebook Land, I mentioned to Anna that I had something on its way to her dorm as a random present. She said, "IS IT AN ITALY FIGURE?! Just kidding. I happened to be looking at a listing for one when I got your message. XD" Upon reading this, I chortled to myself. Hohoho. If only she knew! Then I posted on her Wall, "I bet you just look at eBay listings for Italy all day, huh? XD" because I was totally being clever but it was okay because I set up my eBay purchase to deliver straight to her dorm.

She responded to that today, six hours ago. "OH HO HO. Actually, I bought the nine piece knock-off set last Sunday. They're in transit. XD"

"OH HO HO. Actually, I bought the nine piece knock-off set last Sunday. They're in transit. XD"

"OH HO HO. Actually, I bought the nine piece knock-off set last Sunday. They're in transit. XD"

I think the moral of this story is LOL. We are just so bad at presents. [See Scrabble Diamond Edition Incident, Christmas 2009*.] My head asplode. Now you'll have two! XD

* Scrabble Diamond Edition Incident, Christmas 2009 - Lori asked for a special edition of Scrabble, Anna bought her said edition but couldn't get it to her until January, and came to find that Lori's sister, Gale, had already bought it for here. XD <1>
TWICE THE ITALY. TWICE THE GERMANY. TWICE THE AWESOME. ♥ I do feel really bad now though. XD This is pretty much the nicest thing ever. And yes, we're still talking about those tiny hunks of plastic from this post. XD



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--> Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] mike_wot, the fail!rap is ready for the world. Listen HERE. XD

OH GOD! A SMALL PREPUBESCENT ASIAN BOY IS GOING TO TRY TO KILL ME IN MY SLEEP! HELP! I’M SO SCARED! :0 )

Needless to say, I've already reported this. I wanted to threaten him back, but that would have made my report void. XD Oh, Fire Emblem fandom. The crazy things I try to do for you, when you, in turn, give nothing back to me. This all stemmed from a report I made on 183+ stolen GBA sprites from Fire Emblem 6 + 7 + 8. u__u;

Edit: Oh, Josh? If you see this entry, look out for this kid. He just joined Fire Emblem Fusion about a day ago. He might try to hit up SF next.
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I'm pretty hurt right now. My best friends and my sister were supposed to come visit me this weekend, and now apparently no one is coming. I've been looking forward to this for two whole weeks! D: I did all my homework ahead of time, cleared my schedule, planned some stuff for us to do, and even added money to my meal plan. Now I'm all alone this weekend. Canceling at the last second is so lame. My friends are all too well known for pulling stuff like this. I should have known. :/
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No, the title is not a quote from an Ace Attorney game. XD As of today, I am officially on-track for a major in Legal Studies. I talked to my (new) adviser, and he was so kind and helpful. Unlike the Pamplin College of Suck, he actually treated me like a person and not some anonymous unit forced into his office out of obligation. Beyond talking about what classes I need to take and where I should be by the end of next semester, he seemed like he just honestly wanted to get to know me and welcome me to the department. I'm so excited! I really think this is going to work out for me. I'm genuinely excited by a lot of the classes on the Graduation Check Sheet and think it'll be a good fit. I like the technical aspects of the law, but I also appreciate that there's room for debate and thoughtful thinking. There's no such thing in Economics. Markets clear, and that's all you need to know. XD

My tentative schedule is a nightmare though. D: On Fridays I have four straight hours of class with no breaks whatsoever, and I personally think that's a lot. With German being the exception, my class are comprised of two 75-minute lectures and one 50-minute recitations on Fridays. I have no idea what one does in recitation, especially in a lecture class where most of what you do is just read the textbook and show up to class, but alas, it seems I'm destined to find out. The courses I put in for request are:

GER-2106 - Intermediate German
PHIL-1204 - Knowledge and Reality
PHIL-1304 - Morality and Justice
PSCI-1024 - Comp Gov & Politics
PSCI-2014 - Intro to Political Theory


Also, for the record, I'm doing exceedingly well in school this time around. (Oh gosh... I hope I didn't just jinx myself.) XD I have a 102% in Introduction to Political Science and a 100% in German. The other class haven't given me any midterm grades yet, but my exam results have been pretty good, so I'm not terribly worried.

On top of all that, today was just a really good day. I'm getting along well with Stephanie at the moment, the weather is sunny and happy again, I was really school oriented and driven to do my work today (Which means less work to do tomorrow!), and I dragged my backside all the way over to ABP and had a delicious cucumber and brie sandwich for dinner. The only thing I can possibly complain about is the lack of Strawberry Parfaits at DX, and that's about it. XD

Anyways, sorry for this obligatory and boring school post. I just wanted to make it clear that I won't be contemplating throwing myself in the Duckpond ever again. If I keep my good work ethic up, at least. XD


Love,

Popo



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Wow

Oct. 16th, 2009 11:42 pm
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Monster is the best anime I've ever seen, and probably ever will see. Period. *A*

Please, if you like anime and have not seen this show, do yourself a favor and watch it. As I said on dA, unless you have the attention span of a duck, you'll enjoy it. I promise. I just finished the last episode, and was totally floored by the whole affair. I have no words to describe the series, just that it's brilliant and beautiful and satisfying and that by not watching it, you're depriving yourself of a real treat.

Go watch it!



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I'm back at school. :) Sorry about my angry post the other morning regarding my computer--I was super nervous about going back to VT and certainly didn't need my laptop shorting out on me. I got everything squared away though, so hopefully that's the end of my troubles for now. XD

For some reason, going back this year is much, much harder for me, despite the new dorm and having an awesome roommate. I suppose the novelty of moving in and getting text books and all that has officially worn off. There's no excitement, just anxiety and nervousness and sadness right now. It'll go away soon, but it sucks right now. XD My folks are still in town and my sister is sleeping over in my room tonight, so presently, I'm alright, but come morning, I know I'm going to be a wreck. My days have been punctuated with bouts of tears as of late, which is both embarrassing and inconvenient. Stephanie moved in a day early and was talking to my mom about saying goodbye to her family last night, and it was such a depressing story that it made me cry a bit at dinner. (Just a little. Like, a single tear.) XD

More than anything, I just hope I do well in my classes this year. I'm not that worried about living away from home, though I'll definitely be homesick. I'm most concerned about my classes and keeping my grades up. Last semester I tripped over the finish line. It's too embarrassing to even talk about. I had to drop Macro Economics in the end, I passed Accounting but not to the level required by the business school, I ruined my spectacular Java grade by missing the mark on the final project and bombing the exam, and my German grade was one point away from the next letter grade up. XP The only thing I felt like I did well in was Calculus, surprisingly. Anyways, I'm unofficially changing my major. My GPA is now too low to apply to an actual degree program, but that isn't stopping me from taking some of the lower level prerequisite classes. I'm studying Political Science, and if I like it enough, I can bump it into a Pre-Law degree.

Anyways, video games await. XD I'll post pictures when I get the room cleaned up and my stomach settles down. There aren't any butterflies down there--just worms. :/



Love,

Popo
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Nineteen is a weird, useless age to be. All the responsibility and none of the perks, in my opinion. I just tried to see Brüno with my sister--who is sixteen--and the guy at the ticket office turned us away because I wasn't old enough to buy her a ticket. Is that right? Do you really have to be twenty-one to buy a minor a ticket to an R-rated movie? I honestly thought that you had to be eighteen or older. He was a real ass about it too, which is probably the real reason why I'm more than a little irked right now. Oh well. We're going to stay in and watch The Blues Brothers, which is fine by me. :)

Relief

Mar. 20th, 2009 12:47 am
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I feel like a jerk for saying this, but... Gosh. I'm just so relieved right now. Andy broke up with me yesterday afternoon; it was a quick, three minute cell-phone conversation on my way to the dinning hall to meet Stephanie. A lot of problems have arisen in our relationship since we got back together, which I'll explain in greater detail in just a second, but basically, everything pressing and troubling was discussed last week during break over chicken casidias. I asked him some tough questions, and I didn't get the answers I was looking for. Between that and the fact that I just didn't feel any romantic chemistry between us (Confession: it was getting to the point were kissing him made me feel a bit ill), it was time to end things.

For me, the biggest problem--and what ended up being a complete deal breaker--was that he got into some trouble with the police over winter vacation and tried to sweep most of it under the rug. He told be that he was getting charged with DUI/possession along with a few other people, but the way he spun the story around made it sound like he was simply in the wrong place at the wrong time. It was at his friend's house down at school, it was his friend's alcohol, he wasn't drinking... I was sympathetic for a while, but after I found out who he was actually with, I started asking questions, and the truth slowly trickled out.

The bottom line is this; he was at home in December (right before we started going out again), in a car with three other girls that I'm acquainted with and both of us know to be troublesome (Two of them were from this entry! Fancy that!), they attracted the cop's attention because they were trespassing in a parking lot at a local park, all of them were drinking, and even though he won't own up, I suspect that it probably was his car, and his alcohol, considering that he has easy access to it at home and his parents don't ask questions.

If I had known this ahead of time, it would have completely changed my decision to start seeing him again. It was probably naive of me to believe the first story he told me, but up until that point he'd never lied to me before, so I didn't see any reason for him to be making things up. I think part of the rationale behind his actions was to save face, and the other part was to try and sugar-coat everything so that he'd still have a chance with me.

I guess I must sound sort of childish and prudish to be upset over this, considering that most nineteen year old college students drink, but... This whole event was just a big collection of him making the same mistakes over and over. He knew from experience that those girls were trouble. He's been warned previously by the police that hanging out in parks after dark is usually considered trespassing. He's been let off the hook for drinking before... Honestly, it was a culmination of not being able to learn from prior mistakes, and since he did it on my watch, it actually counted for something. I'm not interested in dating someone who one, won't own up to their shit when they do something wrong, and two, lacks enough common sense to stay out of trouble when they know they're on thin ice.

There are other factors that contributed to our demise; he thinks I'm a tight-ass because I go to a party school but don't party, and I think he tries too hard to make everyone like him and avoid conflict. He thinks I'm too serious and too judgmental, and I think he's too passive and... not on the same page as me from a mental perspective. We don't connect on a mental/emotional level so much as we simply have a lot to talk about. I'll say something that I think is deep or introspective and it'll either go right over his head or he'll misinterpret it. Wow... After saying all this, I realize that we were completely wrong for each other. XP I never ever though he was the one, but... I think I just wasted a few months of my love life that I'll never get back. XD A nice guy, but not for me.



ATTN MAN OF MY DREAMS:
Any time you want to swing by and sweep me off my feet is fine by me. XD



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Okay, even if the love of my life doesn't end up being some sort of leather pants wearing, sweet smiled, horribly egotistical, over-sexed German god of rock, I'll still be the happiest girl in the world when I can finally say that I'm in love. Because I haven't been. Ever. I know there's someone out there for me I just need to move on and keep looking for him. And because he's my soulmate, and therefore determined and ambitious like me, I take comfort in knowing that he's moving along and looking for me too. ;D



Love,

Popo

PS: Seeing as my computer just blue-screened, and my entry is still here, I give thanks to the gods of Auto-Save. Stop error 3f, you and I meet far to often, it seems. Anyone else think it's retarded that HP computers don't get along with HP printers? u__u;

Icon Meme

Mar. 9th, 2009 11:02 pm
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My computer is fixed, and it turns out that I won't be going to Maine for my aunt's funeral because I need to stay behind with my sister, who has an exam Thursday morning that she paid to take and can't miss. I really wanted to go, and I feel a little guilty. D: More on that a little later. I'm really bummed out over a lot of things right now, but those are tales for a different entry. :D

ICON MEME.

default oldest newest
saddest happiest angriest
cutest sexiest funniest
fave ship fave fandom fave animated
best quote best textless best stolen idea
use the most favorite

HOW MANY ICONS DO YOU HAVE:
Thirty-seven, though I had around sixty-five at my highest. :3

OUT OF HOW MANY AVAILABLE ICONS SPACES:
Forty-five.

IF YOU COULD BUY SPACE FOR MORE, WOULD YOU:
Yes, but it's ridiculously expensive. Ten bucks for such a small add-on? u__u;

DO YOUR ICONS MAKE A STATEMENT:
I hope so! I try and match them by comment and entry. They're selected with love!

WHAT FANDOM DO YOU HAVE THE MOST ICONS OF:
Ace Attorney.

AND THE SECOND MOST:
Fire Emblem.

WHAT SHIP DO YOU HAVE THE MOST ICONS OF:
Phoenix/Edgeworth, oddly enough. XD

ARE YOUR ICONS MADE MOSTLY BY OTHER PEOPLE:
I think it's a pretty even split between my own and others, to be honest.

DO YOU MAKE ICONS:
Yes. But I never use my own fanart because I get tired of looking at it pretty quickly. XD

ARE THEY ANY GOOD:
I think so. :3

ANIMATED ICONS ARE:
They're fun, but I prefer a single powerful, static image. XD



DO THE MEME.
Coding can be found here
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In no real order...

1. Welcome to the Monkey House by Kurt Vonnegut

A story for every person, a story for every mood. I'm not much of a fan of Vonnegut's novels--Slaughterhouse Five was painful, I think--but I love his short pieces and was so surprised when I picked up this book. He's witty, crazy and introspective. Each story is like a little nugget of wisdom or a cruel, satirical oversimplification of society. I eat this stuff up, really. XD (How did I end up with this book? I bought it after seeing Who Am I This time? with Christopher Walken.) XD

2. No Pretty Pictures: A Child of War by Anita Lobel

I first read this when I was about nine, though I'm not sure what it was doing in an elementary school library. XD It's one of my favorite books, and the best Holocaust novel I've ever read. Lobel looks back on her childhood as a Jewish girl in Nazi Poland in an unbiased and non-exploitative way. It's a truthful, raw look at an otherwise heavily documented period in time.

3. Emily of New Moon by L.M. Montgomery

A children's book, but one that I hold close. I read this over and over when I was little because I thought that the prose was just so lovely, and Emily so charming. XD Something I like about this book is that Montgomery manages to put into words certain thought processes and feelings that are often times hard to pin-point. It's one of those books that can really speak to the reader and tug at the little things that make us human.

4. Mr. Darcy's Diary by Amanda Grange

It's like a more interesting, more scandalous, easier to digest version of Pride and Prejudice. Too bad we can't all publish our fanfiction, like Ms. Grange. XD

5. Philip's Complete Guide to Stargazing

If it's a desert island, I bet the visibility is pretty good, right? XD LOL NERD.

Hell Week

Feb. 23rd, 2009 06:23 pm
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((If you're worried about getting caught-up in a potential friends-cut, leave me a comment.))

I saw a girl get hit by a car on the way to class this afternoon... But don't worry, she's okay. (And I didn't see it so much as I heard it...) XD Some guy in a car was trying to make a left onto a side street, so he waited until I was out of the crosswalk before turning, except out of nowhere, this girl flew by on her bike and cut right in front on him. I don't think he hit her head-on; my back was turned, but I heard a crashing/thud-like noise and turned around to see the girl in the middle of the crosswalk with her bike looking like it had seen better days. I feel guilty for not staying, but I needed to get to class. I was about to go back and help her up at least, but I saw the guy getting out of his car and showering her with concern, so I figured it would turn out all right. Really... I should have gone back. XD Clearly, grades are more important to me than other people. u__u;



I have a feeling that if I'm not careful, this week may in fact end up to be a whirlwind of FAIL. In every sense of the word. XD Counting today, I have five tests/exams to tackle over the next three days. I'm happy that the bulk of my worries will be over by Wednesday, but I still have an awful lot of studying and work to do. (I'm posting because I need a little break.) ;D This morning I had a German test, which I think went pretty well. Looking back, I used the wrong verb for one of the sentences in my essay, but they were close in meaning, and that's the only error I've managed to dig-up in hindsight. (Crystal... are duschen and waschen even remotely interchangeable?) XD

I was supposed to have a "pop quiz" in Java today, but we were too busy, so I would imagine that we'll have it on Wednesday. I'm really doing well in that class; last I checked, I had a 91%! And that's not including the 100% I got on my last lab. It's exciting to feel like I might actually be good at something in college. XD I know Java isn't all that hard to learn in the big scheme of things, but at the very least, I find it interesting, and I think that I might actually find BIT being a good fit, or even something in CS. :3

Tomorrow I have a test in Accounting, which could go either way for me, really. I'm doing alright on the homework and I understand the lecture, but in the past, that hasn't necessarily meant anything about my performance on exams. I also have a Macro Economics test on Wednesday, which I can already tell I won't do well on. It's not good to walk into a situation feeling defeated, but after trying some practice exam problems last night, I realized that I've been going to class and listening without listening, and taking notes without actually processing them. The class is just so boring. D: I'm not ADD, but I need to be in courses where I can take the lecture material and actually apply it to something. I got my first homework assignment in that class last week, so of course, I was overwhelmed, because without having any real reason to actively commit the information to memory, it all sort of slipped in one ear and leaked out the other, which means I had no idea how to answer most of the problems. And it's so vague. Nothing in that class seems solid, because it seems like all we do is mutate the same two or three equations over and over again without actually doing anything with them. More examples would be nice, I guess. D:

And finally, I have a math quiz on Wednesday. I think I'll do alright, since my quiz grades have all either been 5/6 or 6/6, though I can't say the same for the exam I took last week. I have no idea what was up with me, but I outright failed it, and I know it's going to come back to bite me in the ass just like it did last semester. (I'm hoping that the better quiz scores will counter balance the exam slightly.) I was just weird last week, especially on Tuesday when I had my test. I was forgetting to do things, I wasn't hungry, I had a series of awful headaches, ugh. I left an entire load of laundry downstairs for several hours before remember stick it in the dryer. XD I'm pumped this week though, so wish me luck!



I should have mentioned this sooner, but my housing for next year is officially taken care of. Yay! I'm rooming with Stephanie, which makes me one of the happiest people in the world. She came down to VT with her best friend since forever--Jackie--as her roomie, so I was pretty certain early on that I probably wouldn't be able to somehow get between them. (I mean that in a non-malicious way. I like both of them, but Jackie is like a casual friend whereas Stephanie is more like... a sister.) XD Anyway, I guess things haven't been working out as well as planned between the two of them, and since Stephanie wanted to stay on campus and Jackie wanted to move off, it all worked out when it came time to fill out the forms. (Except now I think Jackie hates me for stealing her friend, since she had hopes to coerce Stephanie off campus with her. And... we sort of filled out the forms behind her back, right before the due date.) ^^;

I'm really happy that I was able to meet Stephanie. I think its fate that someone I get along with so well--in this huge school--happens to live one door away from me. XD I didn't always feel like I was appreciated or cared for by my friends in high school. I've said this many times before. I'm a broken record, but I think that just means that at times, I was left pretty deeply wounded. They were nice enough, mostly, but because I simply attached myself to a group of girls who already knew each other and went to a different middle school than me, there were plenty of times when I really felt left out, though I'm not sure they ever noticed or cared since they had each other. I remember there being a "best friends only" birthday party that I wasn't invited to, which really stung. And then... they had some retarded name for their group with custom t-shirts and a handful of sleep-overs that they tried to hide from me, and of course, they did a lot of hanging out without me. I didn't bother to make new friends though, because when they were actually there for me, they usually came through. We had some good times, but... the bad times jut out in my mind considerably. D:

No, no, no, no, no. This girl turned out to be a crazy fucking bitch. OMG. ---> But college is a wonderful dissolver of cliques, and the best part about Stephanie is that she strikes me as the sort of friend I've always wanted but never had. Does that make sense? I think everyone has an image in their mind of what their ideal friend would be like, and Stephanie fits the mold. We have a ridiculous number of things in common, similar morals and attitudes and wants out of life, while at the same time, there's enough push and pull between us to keep things interesting. And then there's the fact that I suppose I simply feel wanted--in a platonic sense, of course. XD I like it that she goes to me for advice and sends me text messages every once in a while, no matter how stupid, and kicks my door when she walks by. It's dumb things like that can make a person's day a little brighter, and no one I've know previously had ever really taken that into consideration. I guess, for once, I just feel like I'm getting a good return on the amount of effort I'm putting into my friendship. XD It's always felt horrible lopsided in the past.


I went home over the weekend--it was fun, but I've cut the next few paragraphs because there's a bit of ugliness in there right at the end that some people might not care to read. :)

Some vague details, because I can’t say too much... )

Actually, that sort of transitions into my next topic. I'm thinking about making my journal Friends-Only. In fact, I think the change will happen before or by the weekend. There's no real reason for me to keep this public anymore. Back when I first joined, I used to cross-post to different communities, so it made sense for everyone to have access, but since that's not the case anymore, I can do what I please. :D


One last thing... I don't post music here very often, but while riding the bus home over the weekend, I bumped into Vienna by Billy Joel. I've heard it before, but I think I was like, six years old, and thought he meant Vienna Metro, instead of the city. XD (Because when you're six, you're a newb!) Anyways, I'm quite fond of it. I've posted it here.


Best wishes!

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