I was told that LG and Musashi were fine, but anything other than that would be "too many". That, and their memberbase is pitching a fit. I had prioritized LG because he's an admin, and Musashi because of his Fire Emblem focus. Maybe that wasn't good enough...
Honestly, hon? I don't know if you WANT to join that staff at the moment. The memberbase is highly xenophobic, and the story Cedric told me about his time in their chatroom was horrific. "Aren't all their members racist?". And I love this one idiot I banned arguing about my legacy, as if I fucking care.
To be honest, you can be angry with me or not, to tell the truth, I have a hard time caring at this point. I put every ounce of what I had into this community, and still don't really feel right; it hasn't hit me. It's like it's not going to hit me for awhile, and that's going to be hard. But with all of that, I still know I ultimately made the right decision. Do we wait for it to rot? Do I wait for other people to come through, when they've shown time and time and time and time and time again that waiting is a waste of time? I've been hard on Crystal, but the truth is that Crystal had issues right after everyone that came before her had issues. I'm expected to believe that after 10 times of people having "issues" (don't forget RoyLover's issues that led to her inactivity), that those are all just flukes?
So really, feel how you want. I'm too tired to really care.
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Date: 11/14/08 08:17 pm (UTC)I was told that LG and Musashi were fine, but anything other than that would be "too many". That, and their memberbase is pitching a fit. I had prioritized LG because he's an admin, and Musashi because of his Fire Emblem focus. Maybe that wasn't good enough...
Honestly, hon? I don't know if you WANT to join that staff at the moment. The memberbase is highly xenophobic, and the story Cedric told me about his time in their chatroom was horrific. "Aren't all their members racist?". And I love this one idiot I banned arguing about my legacy, as if I fucking care.
To be honest, you can be angry with me or not, to tell the truth, I have a hard time caring at this point. I put every ounce of what I had into this community, and still don't really feel right; it hasn't hit me. It's like it's not going to hit me for awhile, and that's going to be hard. But with all of that, I still know I ultimately made the right decision. Do we wait for it to rot? Do I wait for other people to come through, when they've shown time and time and time and time and time again that waiting is a waste of time? I've been hard on Crystal, but the truth is that Crystal had issues right after everyone that came before her had issues. I'm expected to believe that after 10 times of people having "issues" (don't forget RoyLover's issues that led to her inactivity), that those are all just flukes?
So really, feel how you want. I'm too tired to really care.